Boobs On Ice™ : Arimidex Bites the Dust as a Brain Fog Excuse

In September 2007 I had a small stroke, so sometimes I can blame my kind of spotty memory on that. Fibromyalgia syndrome, a chronic illness I've had for over a decade, is famous for causing brain fog, so that's a handy excuse too. Other days I say it's because I had four kids. All my brain cells exploded out my head during their teen years.

Then take my husband. But that's an old joke.

In any case you can only use the same reason so many times. So about six months ago I tried adding a new excuse for my brain drain.

I started taking Arimidex, an anti-tumor medication that sucks up every tiny bit of estrogen left in my body, with the hope of keeping those pesky invasive cancer cells from growing. Arimidex comes with a list of side effects that "should be expected" that's as long as my arm.

I'm not getting any cooperation from the researchers when it comes to pointing fingers, however.

"BRIGHTON, England, Sept. 3 In postmenopausal women at high risk for breast cancer, two years of prophylaxis with an aromatase inhibitor did not lead to cognitive impairment, according a placebo-controlled study.

"Scores on tests of cognitive function did not differ at any time point between patients treated for 24 months with anastrozole (Arimidex) or placebo, Valerie A. Jenkins, D.Phil., of the University of Sussex, and colleagues reported online in Lancet Oncology.

"Similar numbers of patients in each group reported changes in memory after six months, and the number of affected patients decreased to a handful by the end of the study."

Great. I don't remember this story tomorrow I can't blame taking Arimidex. We're back to my poor unsuspecting children.

About My Cancer

Invasive Lobular Carcinoma
My form of breast cancer is less common than others. In fact only about 6 to 8% of cases of breast cancer are the invasive form that is based in the lobules, not in the milk ducts.
Invasive, sometimes called Infiltrating, is a scary word. In most cases this form of breast cancer has been present for 8–10 years when detected by a mammogram or physical exam.
In my case there was clearly an area that felt thickened or dense on December 6, 2007. A mammogram the next afternoon was not able to detect it but it clearly appeared on ultrasound and was confirmed by multiple biopsies the same day.
During those 8 to 10 years the cancer took to become apparent to me, there has been plenty of opportunity for those invasive cells to get out of the breast and spread to the rest of the body.
It is after all, by definition, an invasive form of cancer.
Each year about 190 thousand women are diagnosed with invasive breast cancer in the US and about 40 thousand women will die of the disease. The larger the mass is when discovered the more risk. Mine had tentacled almost 5cm into the surrounding tissue and two other areas in the breast were discovered as well.
My chances of living another 10 years without cancer in another area are about 40%. The likelihood of one of my other underlying health conditions doing the job before that is 20%. it took a few months to get used to that idea.
Now though my attitude is that at least I know what I'm facing. It's just not what I expected. Life changes in an instant.

Comments

I blame it on being an absent-minded professor type person. Isn't that one of the categories on the myers-briggs? If not, it should be. INTP(AMP). :)

I can't blame it on children, car accidents, or anything else, too many people knew me before any of those and know I was just as bad then.

Ask the boyfriend that I'd known for years and and whose name I had to ask yet again when I was about to introduce him to a family friend. Or the friend who had to tell me how to make instant grits because I seriously couldn't remember.

I have gotten smarter over the years though. Now many friends know I'm likely to send them an IM with a definition and a request to tell me what word I'm wanting to use or what person I mean.

And if all else fails, humor can almost always save the day. :)

Posted by: Teeg | Jun 15, 2009 at 09:57 AM

Funny blog humor - of course except the Arimidex part of the story - hopefully it wasn't that medcine that caused the Brian Fog -

Posted by: InterActive Health | Nov 09, 2009 at 11:19 PM